nevr seen one of those zafu cushions for meditation before. You can also use those japanese chairs with no legs, but they have a backrest so your back doesnt get tired sitting up cross legged. Another few games that were kind of funny for NES were MrGimmick, Toki and little samson. They look real cool with the simple graphics but damn MrGimmick is hard as fuck. Its a difficult game, the other two are more chilled to play.
These modes of operation you are writing about with your problem ‘thing’…is it anything like this
thinking about smoking weed - aggressive response, rape threats, stories of paedophiles, murders, extreme negative stuff.
thinking about getting a job - goes all chilled, put on a soft tone of voice, acts like its a friend.
thinking about making some electronic music - gets aggressive, rape threats, threatening to rape friends and family, more terror stories, stories from tabloid newspapers about violent crimes.
everytime you eat - comments like ‘fat bastard’, laughing, talking about army portion sizes.
everytime you excersise - agressive, ‘enemy is so evil’ type comments, like stories about IS raping people and stuff.
during a resting time ( after excerise or eating ) - puts on a soft tone of voice and gives long lectures on far-right politics.
When walking around outside - rape threats, aggressive questioning about whats around you and what you are near, what you can see. Also trying to turn you onto someone or trying to make you confront someone - saying ‘that man is a paedophile!!!’, ‘that man does …something bad etc.’…just about random people around. Also hardcore accusations that you are doing ‘reconnaisance’ whenever you look at a camera, or a phone?
Is the format anything like this?
during ‘negative reinforcement’
stories from tabloids about paedophiles
stories from tabloids about violent crimes
on repeat but always ending with a target for the negative things listed
for example rape threats for three hours followed by ‘thats what minorities do’
or rape threats and paedophile stories for three hours followed by ‘thats what muslims do’
random accusations of crimes
sometimes accusations of things that are not even a crime like ‘You are half asian!!!’
‘You know someone who is a muslim!!!’
during positive reinforcement
pretending to be a hero character coming to stop the bad ones
pretending to be a fantastic character like a druid or a wizard
putting on a ‘cracking up’ laughing tone of voice - ususally wants to direct laughter to any non-white character from any media
pretending to be a kind therapist helping you
pretending to be a religious character like john the baptist or jesus
or pretending to be a monk or a nun?
pretending to be a celebrity?
does it shout cheesey political slogans all day long in a panicked tone of voice?
‘a bucketload of [ minorities / foreigners / muslims / black people / asian people ]’
‘[ the economy ] is hanging by a thread!’
‘[ liberal / progressive / green / non-conservative / non-fascist arguments ] havent got a leg to stand on!!’
‘turns out we want the pound sign!!’
’ we need to chop and change [ something ]!!!’
‘turns out, fascism is on the table!!!’ (context - because there is too much “fascist marjuhuana”.)
‘[ some political comment ] meant business!!!’
'turns out, [ some political party ] means business!!!
‘lets get this [ political ] party started!!!’
‘we want one world!!’
‘we will make the world as one!!!’
always some hardcore cheesey propaganda political slogans?
Does it interrogate you like this?
You were in Riyadh!!
I saw you in Riyadh!!
You know [someones name]!!!
I saw you in northern Iraq!!
I saw you in northern france!!!
I saw you in northern canada!!
you use heroin!!
you know someone who uses heroin!!
you know someone who sells heroin!!!
You know someone who sells acid!!!
What is a codeword for acid?!!
What is a codeword for heroin??!!!
What song names are code word for heroin / acid?!!!
What parameters are codewords for heroin / acid?!!!
You know a paedophile!!!
Who is a paedophile??!!!
You are a paedophile!!!
What organiztion are you from???!!!
What is your codename!!!
My codename is …!!!
I saw you in the Mc Donalds in [ a particular town]!!!
Sometimes listing what it is doing…maybe it is a code or something.
‘I am still in Hemel Hamstead!!!’
‘I am using the travelator!!!’
Sometimes gloating that you can not stop what they are doing -
‘I am in a remote location, you can never find me!!!’
‘No one is arresting me, so I will just carry on’
‘We will do this for the rest of your life!!’
‘We wont turn it off, but I could turn it off easily just by pressing a switch’
on and on and on…
always trying to figure out what is ‘code’ or ‘slang’ for something else…but have their own weirdo codeword bullshit as well…
just a never ending hardcore questioning like that?
then stopping the interrogation for a while, putting on a laughing tone of voice…
saying things like ‘sly bastard’ then laughing…
trying to imitiate different accents - ‘posh’ or ‘cockney’ or ‘inner city gangster’ - seeing what effect it has, trying to find best manipulation tactics.
Also sometimes advertising products. Particularly saying things like ‘British products are such great products because of quality control measures at the factories, whilst workers are paid fairly, unlike other countries in which workers are not paid fairly and sometimes their products have defects’ blah blah blah and so on…
for example, your trying to eat a bag of ‘spicy plantain chips’ or ‘bombay mix’…they will be saying ‘look how smashed up all the chips are, this wont happen in an english factory…this is the problem with indian products’…
Just like a crazed white nationalist man with fucking rabies or something, foaming at the mouth, but who thinks he is a wise university lecturer
Then back into interrogation but with a new set of names, a new set of areas or towns to question you about…and so on and so on…
Then changing back to a soft tone of voice and starting talking about ‘psychoanalysis’, different areas of the brain…‘the amygdala’, ‘broccas area’, and so on…but with very little actual knowledge about brain structure?
Does it only understand one language? If you think in another language, does it not understand but make pathetic attempts to learn that language? then accuse you of using a code language?
What do you think? anything like that. If it is just straight up nothing like that then fair enough, just wondering.
I guess the real question Im trying to ask is ‘Is it definite, structured interrogation and brainwashing, or is it something from inside, just abstract like a dream?’
I only ask because you mentioned it using ‘entice mode’, all the different ‘modes of operation’ it uses to manipulate you…Ive heard similar stories before…maybe its just bullshit…
just is it structured like a police or army brainwashing, trying to make a manchurian candidate?
or is it just abstract, like hallucinating or like a dream?