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Oh, O.K. I understand
I’m glad that you were not upset. I 'm glad that you don’t get angry often.
My temperament is quite different than that, unfortunately.
I can easily feel hurt and angry. But, fortunately, I can easily and quickly stop feeling hurt and angry. I feel hurt and angry when I feel misunderstood and when I feel that people are being unkind to me. I immediately stop feeling hurt and angry, and I feel good, when I feel that I am being understood and when I feel that people are being kind to me, or when I feel that people are, at least, not being unkind to me.
I don’t mind being kidded (teased in a kind, or at least, not unkind, way), but, in the medium of communicating via writing and reading text on the internet, sometimes it’s hard for me to know whether someone is kidding (teasing in a kind, or, at least, not unkind, way), or whether someone is being unkind. For example, I completely misunderstood what you wrote in your earlier message. I had no idea that you were kidding. I thought that you were being serious, and I thought that you wrote the smiley face as a passive-aggressive sarcastic action. Afterwards, I thought that maybe you felt badly or uncomfortable about having done those actions that I thought that you had done, and I felt badly for you, and I felt responsible for your feeling that way that I thought you might be feeling. I think that one of the reasons why I sometimes have that kind of negative wrong impression of the meaning of what people who are communicating with me in writing are expressing is because I was psychologically bullied as a kid. Also, because of the situation that I have experienced in life, I don’t have very much experience with interacting with other people. However, usually when I have a negative impression of the meaning of what people who are communicating with me in writing are expressing, my impression is accurate.
Many, or, I think, maybe all, impressions in the mind are formed by past experience. Many impressions in one’s own mind are formed by one’s own past actions. One’s own actions create impressions in one’s own mind. Because I understand this, I strive to not do any harmful actions, and I strive to do what’s beneficial, in order to not cause any harm to myself and in order to, involved with that, not cause any harm to others, and in order to make the situation that I am in better. It’s very difficult to not do any harmful actions, and it’s very difficult do to what’s beneficial. It’s very difficult for me to not do any harmful actions, and it’s very difficult for me to do what’s beneficial, but I strive to not do any harmful actions, and I strive to do what’s beneficial.
I appreciate honesty and sincerity very much. Thank you very much for explaining what you meant and how you felt. I don’t mind being kidded.
And, yes, I often, in writing, use Captain Obvious (redundant, or repetitive, or repetitive and redundant) wording. However, I think that, sometimes, wording that may seem repetitive is, in fact, logical and clear and well-spoken and correct and beneficial. However, I think that much of the wording that I have ever used that is repetitive is not logical and not clear and not well-spoken and not correct and not beneficial.
Dan